juice wrld
by Ashton SmithYeah…
Oh-oh, oh-oh
It's like I’m floatin’ out my mind again
Uh, yeah
I been tryna find peace, but it’s long gone
Demons in my sleep sing the same song
Poppin’ pills just to feel like I belong
I been too far, I been too far gone
Heart broke, but I smile like nothin’s wrong
Love scars in my chest, they been here long
Voices in my head, playin' ping pong
I been too far, I been too far gone
Tell me what’s real, is it her or the high?
I been drownin' in a cup tryna touch the sky
Talk to God, but he never hit reply
Maybe He don’t talk to kids like me who lie
Love ain't love, it's a war in disguise
Every kiss came with a blade in surprise
Used to be the sun in her summer skies
Now I’m just a ghost she don't recognize
I made friends with the pain, it don’t hurt the same
Got a throne made of shame, wear a crown of flames
When I crash, it’ll be with no brakes
Swervin’ through the memories I can’t erase
I been tryna find peace, but it’s long gone
Demons in my sleep sing the same song
Poppin’ pills just to feel like I belong
I been too far, I been too far gone
Heart broke, but I smile like nothin’s wrong
Love scars in my chest, they been here long
Voices in my head, playin' ping pong
I been too far, I been too far gone
Used to pray for better days, now I’m numb to 'em
Feel the rain on my face, I just run through it
Every “I love you” felt like a gun to it
Every “forever” had a time limit glued to it
Yeah…
Tell me why the real die young?
Tell me why the fakes live long?
Why the pain make the best damn songs?
Why the nights feel 10 years long?
I know I ain’t perfect, not even close
Tryna fill the void with a double dose
Mirror show a kid that nobody knows
Smilin’ in pics, but it’s all for show
I been tryna find peace, but it’s long gone
Demons in my sleep sing the same song
Poppin’ pills just to feel like I belong
I been too far, I been too far gone
Heart broke, but I smile like nothin’s wrong
Love scars in my chest, they been here long
Voices in my head, playin' ping pong
I been too far, I been too far gone
Gone… gone…
Don’t cry for me when I fade away
I been dyin’ in the silence every day
Say my name like I ain’t just a phase
Maybe my pain will echo in the waves
Yeah… yeah… too far gone