You're going to disappear. Not today. But you already made the decision that leads there. You just don't know it yet. It starts with your daughter. She's seven. The procedure she needs has a three-year waiting list inside your country's health system. Three years. You are a senior analyst at the Foreign Ministry. You make $1,600 a month. You have a small apartment, a briefcase that cost more than you should have spent, and a daughter who asks you every night when she'll stop feeling sick.